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assalamualaikum...

yes no title required for this entry because this is happen so sudden that i don't know what to named it...and i don't want anyone knows my story as well...just read but no need to understand it...just take it as ambiguity...or open another website, i don't mind...

i just have sudden thinking that men is a creature who could love more than one woman at the same time...

but is it true...????

wallahualam...

i always asking men, "Are you love her...??"

"yes..."

"Then why do you have other girl...??"

"I don't know... just want to play and have fun...i just love my girlfriend..."

damn it...is it the meaning of love to men...??

"So, if your girl did the same thing as you, do you angry...??"

"Yes...She has me and it is more than enough..."

hahahahaha...so funny...they said 'enough' make me feel sucks...!

so is one girl is not good enough to men...??the answer is yes...perhaps some may not, but majority, yes...someone said to me, "Don't trust your man 100%... Men's promise never lasting..."

yes...i did trust her...others, i don't know...it's up to u...

to me, life is not as beautiful as children think...love is the most complicated thing and it is the best bullet to kill human's soul...

but...i need man for my next generation...the best way to comfort my feeling is just let him do what he likes, i will always try fulfill my responsible as good wife to step on heaven i dream...i know it is not easy get to heaven, many consequences and tears i have to sacrifice...let Allah punishes him for hurting his wife...

in Islam, when women want heaven, just obey their husband as long as he is not teach you in illegal things then you will easily go to heaven...

sounds easy right..?? but actually it is not...it is the most difficult thing for women...

women always said in tears :

why is it so difficult to hate you...??

why is it so difficult to forgive you...??

why is it so difficult to forget you...??

why do we met before...??

now forget about this scary thing...our fate is fixed right, so just go through it...i am the girl that easily scared of something that may happen in future...sounds stupid hahahaha...i always worried over nothing and it is wasteful but i am still doing it...funny right...huhuhuhu

this is my worst weakness and hope to get rid of it asap...!!i hate it cause this feeling makes me not enjoy everything and often in moody...

clip : :
it's easy to forgive...but it's not easy to forget...